9/23

my b-day. i'm 25. PeacEasy.

business casual.

placing all poetry aside I had to blog this subject. how can businesses survive without people communicating. people at my job walk around assuming shit all day!!! this shit is annoying. I didn't get into the whole business environment so that I can feel like I'm in high school. I hear gossip more then recieving direction.

like today my boss' boss told my co-worker that I HAVE to do something and I have NO choice in the matter.

WHOA?!??? hold your horses. and I know my co-worker don't give a damn cause her last day is friday. so she's telling freelancers who are taking her job over to just be LAZY BASTARDS and not do shyt!!!

i just wrote a very long email to my bosses and let them know I AIN'T PLAYING!

argggggggggg business casual my ass.

smooth melodies

i sat on chemically treated wood and listened to voice. it travelled through my soul and touched me on my fingertip, i tossed out all negative thought and s3lf c0nc10usn3ss-3ss-ezzy feezy. the man sweeping away water also swept away my nervousness and i just...just. basically. lost in you. thank you mr. african cool blue for letting my rivers run wild through you and my hands across your strong black skin. you set me free. opened the cage you let me sit on your thumb and fore finger for a while until i could fly free.

i am womb. i am back to mother africa. i carry with me one star, one smile of jagged mountains and hair oils. allow me to send you my hand. grab ahold and travel with my dreams. a house in the middle of no-where deep in my mind we will live there and have children together. i know what they look like cause they are with me in dreams of low level mists and midnight blue skies. whispers i hear throughout the house and home i see you. i'll see you there, past midnight and before the day starts my home is occupied by you. deep deep deep in the core of my being. you are there.

love is...

i am so like a butterfly. i wonder everyday what could have been but really i need to wonder just why. why am i always wondering why, when i am here in essence. i am here in today not tomorrow. i went out with a friend and just wanted to make him smile just slightly so that i can feel i am being used. for the better. he told me that if we stay friends then one day i might want him more...hahaha i laughed. i laughed so loud he became self concious. concious i am. enough to know that i don't take steps backward only forward. forward i walk so don't worry. my hands won't wonder across your body. i will smile and make bright movements with my eyes. i dash across you like a scared lint ball. attached to you i was until i was rolled away sticky to another world. open to another world to another life i stay and will stay with your thought. it was just funny that this friend had the nerve to step to me in a way that was hilarious to me...HA! i thought of past people, past emotions and past doings. except for this one person i keep seeing in my mind. i remember his smell and his whole ora. it's scary and yet exciting to see him once again. sticky fingers huh. i have so much to tell you, i just don't wanna freeze.

i wanna say you will always be in my memory. a story of you i will tell my granddaughters. i story of falling so hard and always remember his urban vibe. his passion for his people. his african cool blue soul and red egyptian sand hands. easy.

damn aint it funny how one person could just make your whole world just...pause.

fist to my mouth, i pause.

hand to my chin, i breathe.

head tilted sideways, i see.

i was told today by a co-worker that i am PEACE.

my labor day weekend pics.

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pics coming soon...

i had a refreshing weekend. i saw half nekked women dancing n shaking all over the street i.e. West Indian Festival...it was Hot. I just layed back on the curb of a dirty parkway in his arms. Laughing, enjoying, n feeling his warmth. Men walk by n stare as my man stomps down his authority over my pretty smile. he owns my every essence n heart. i love you. we walked long hours through prospect park n down to 7th ave for some spicy thai food. i feel free...

listening to a cd i recieved last year.

i decided to do just this.