pregnant.

i've been feeling like having a baby. everyday i wake up and just want to have a child. i can't help it. my period was late this week and I was so happy. I even prayed about it. but when i got my period this morning i was disappointed. i even said to myself why can't i just be pregnant. i remember in the past thinking i was pregnant. broken condoms and fearing that it would happen but never did. for a minute i thought i couldn't have kids. even my ex-bf was like "damn ur not pregnant!?!" he even said to me one time, "maybe u can't have kids..." i really pray thats not the case. but i really feel to just ...iono. have a family. i am so ready. i can feel it.