i thought of.

i thought of alot of things yesterday and I kept trying to get them out of my head. thoughts of past deeds and recent past mistakes. do i regret? in some cases i do. i wish i waited to be with him and i wish i had never cheated. i wish of alot of things. if only i knew then what i know now. life is a balance. i guess everything was meant to happen so that a domino might fall and catch on to another. iono. i wonder what my next domino is. pregnancy? marriage? better job? i don't like to gamble but maybe i thhink i should.